Monday, May 12, 2008

Does everyone...

... really experience the same things as you? If that's really the case, then life is kinda sad. You get this strange feeling that you're pretty much everyone else on the street. Nothing special, just that you look different, come from a different background...

I think that almost everyone I know who's about the same age as me is going through the exact same things that I'm going through. Maybe slightly different here and there, but when you really think about it, it's basically the same.

For example, I was chatting online with a friend whom I haven't seen in years and we were just discussing the latest updates in our lives and found out that we've been leading similar lives. We even went to Bali together around the same time, just that she was there a couple of days earlier than me and I left a couple of days later. And we both didn't know that we were there.

How strange is that? Coincidence? Maybe...

Maybe it's the fates of those born in the same year (ddong gab)...

I don't really know what's up with me now, I've been feeling rather blue of late. And I have no explanation as to why I am feeling this way. And I can relate to how Tae Joo felt in Que Sera Sera when he said this:

"I feel suffocated. It's like someone is tightening their hands around my neck."

Me being dramatic?

Maybe...

But almost everyone I know feels the same way. Like we're all trapped in our own webs and there's no way out.

Yet...

I need to stop being so moody. It's bad for my health.

Someone cheer me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

Liew said...

It's the same for all of us. We are just not satisfied with the things we have. We want more and something we cant have. I always thought that I'm like this coz of unstable hormone. or, could be that we have no clear vision of our future? Anyway, just cheer up and dont be depressed for too long.. Cheer up~!